Ehm...

Assalamu'alaykum wr wb...

Afwan, I think I couldn't join an event with radix on Saturday, 25th march because insya Allah buntutut and mas iqbal will go to Semarang. I couldn't leave them, because buntutut and mas iqbal have been stayed at South Kalimantan since about last month especially mas iqbal..
I don't know about ayantut, whether he will go to Semarang or not. Now ayantut stayed in Jambi...

Barakallah for all of you :"")
Jambi - 2 South Kalimantan - Semarang

Alhamdulillah :""")

Assalamu'alaykum wr wb..

The con't
I met buntutut in the taking wudhu site. Hehe alhamdulillah..
At that time, ayantut hadn't arrived at south Kalimantan. Ayantut transitted in Jakarta, first. Ayantut departed from jambi around 18.00 WIB. Then ayantut stayed at Jakarta first, then on Saturday morning ayantut departed from Jakarta. Mas Iqbal, Ibuntutut, and I went to South Kalimantan airport (Syamsudin Noor Airport) at 7.30 WIT. Alhamdulillah we met ayantut around 8.30 WIT. Then, for celeberating my birth day, we went to Banjarmasin city. We took a breakfast in the RM Noni, at 9.30 WIT.

Then, we went to Duta Mall. We bought some things there. When we wanted to prayed dzuhur at mosque beside of the mall, I remembered Bogor. At that time was raining, the atmosphere was reminded me with Bogor's atmosphere :"""" I missed Bogor at that time :"""
I remembered bogor by the raining and the mosque especially mosque of SMAN 1 Bogor :"""
Then we went home.
We bought pentol first. After that we bought some stuffs. The atmosphere at home was comfortable and warm. There were ayantut, buntutut, mas iqbal, and me :"""" Alhamdulilah :"""
Although I also did my pharmacology task, I enjoyed every moment there :""")
There was also agent of herbalife. She came to count our body mass and what we have to do. Then, insya Allah we took the menu diet of herbalife.

On Sunday morning, buntutut, ayantut, and I bought bubur ayam cibubur or cianjur. Hehe 😅 there was also a seller of bubur cianjur, masya Allah :"")

Oh ya, I forgot to tell about a person that help us also. Pak Jali and Acil. Pak Jali is someone who keep our safety and clean our house. Acil is a called for bulik in java. I didn't know her name. Pak Jali, stayed at the house from 8 pm till 8 am. Thank you so much pak Jali. I ever seen his house. At that time, his house was affected by flooding, astaghfirullah, ya Allah ya Rabb :""""
Acil, I just met her once. I hadn't met her previously. She washed and ironed cloths. Thank you so much Acil :""")

Then, around 12 pm WIT we went to Syamsudin Noor airport. We arrived at airport 15 minutes before I had to wait boarding time. So ayantut and I could pray dzuhur and ashar first. Then, buntutut took turn for praying dzuhur. We didn't pray together because buntutut would keep our stuffs. Mas iqbal had prayed when ayantut and I prayed. After buntutut prayed, ayantut and I took permit. Actually, ayantut had a boarding 1/2 hour after me. However, I recommended ayantut to not exit to meet buntutut and mas iqbal, because our time was short, it's just different 1/2 hour.

That was my first time to see buntutut cried, shed a tear so much :""" ayantut also :"""" that was our struggle :""""
I didn't shed a tear so much at that time. But I was speechless. Then we said Assalamu'alaykum wr wb. Keep praying for others, And beeing diligent and success :""""
Then ayantut and I entered the boarding room. We just stood in front of the doors of departure. 10 till 15 minutes after that, I should took a bus for reaching the aircraft. Ayantut also menyalimi, ngesun kening. At that time, we didn't cried. After I was in the bus, I couldn't hold the tears, I really felt moans. I felt that our struggle was started, and it should be maximum :""""
Ayantut should stay at Jambi, buntutut and mas iqbal should stay at South Kalimantan, I should stay at Semarang :""""""
All of us did this for our future :"""
Barakallahu fi umrik, sehat selalu, amanah selalu, sukses selalu, bahagia dunia akhirat buat semuanyaa :"""")

I love all :""

Insya Allah I promised to be more responsible as a hamba, as a child, as a college student, as a social creatures, more standalone, more mature aamiin aamiin aamiin ya Allah ya Rabb :""")

Sedih euy rasanya :""

Assalamu'alaykum wr wb...

Start from 15.30, I took of from Semarang to south Kalimantan..
Nervous, a bit scared when took of, mixed into one..
That was my first time to fly alone, Although there were many other pessenger..
I did an activity before I would take of..
Then a bit scared when it would be landed..

After that, alhamdulillah I arrived at Syamsudin Noor airport, Banjar Baru, South Kalimantan..
I called buntutut, to inform that I had been arrived at South Kalimantan airport..
Buntutut said that she hadn't arrived at airport, I had to wait first..
Then I bought roti O first hehe 😅 because I felt a bit hungry..
I waited her at mosque in the airport..
After I ate, at that time, 18.30 WITA, it looked still sunny day, adzan maghrib hadn't been listened..
I took a photo at that moment..

Then, adzan maghrib was listened..
I took a wudhu, then I met buntutut, alhamdulillah 😘😍😊

After that, buntutut and I went toward the car. Buntutut picked me up with mas iqbal and pak iwan. Pak Iwan is buntutut's driver, but he is considered as our family because he did many things for our family's need. He really help us in many needs.. It sounds melting..


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To be continue insya Allah 😊
Because I wanna finish my phamacology assignment..

How about your story?

Some moments at South Kalimantan

Assalamu'alaykum wr wb..

This is my family's moments at south Kalimantan.. Let's check this out 😃

Ok fine thanks

Assalamu'alaykum wr wb..

Astaghfirullah, when I saw my social media, you posted a photo that I couldn't describe :"""

Ok I didn't want to follow my feeling anymore..

These, some misions mba yuli and me for the future, start from feb 27th :
Okk intinya :
- perbaiki diri
- jangan tebak perasaan cowo
- cari yg tulus
- cari yg fk
- cari yg shaleh

I discussed it with mba yuli last night, after I posted my previous blog..

Bismillah :""

Masya Allah :"""" hehe :""

Assalamu'alaykum wr wb..

This day is masya Allah, unpredictable :""
I wanted to ask an ebook to my anatomy friend, an Atlas of Human Anatomy by Frank Netter. Actually, the ebook was desire of my lil friend, Sifa a 2016 college student at the same campus with me. Then, I also decided to go to campus to fulfil the payment of 2nd and 3rd phase. Then, I also made an appointment with biochemistry 2015's friend to get file kulpak. I paid the payment with rera, my friend. It had been a long time I didn't see her :""" I really missed her :""

Apparently, I met someone at the 1st floor of mosque at my campus. I was really shocked, then I pulled rera's hand to walk fast to go to B building. I thought, the person also saw me. However, take it away. It didn't mean anything because I didn't know about the person's feeling. Besides that, I also didn't have much braves to see the person for a long time hehe, I was ashamed.

Today

Assalamu'alaykum wr wb..

A story of today

Astaghfirullah hal 'adzim :""
It happens so fast and so much..
I know that you have been married
I don't wanna keep this feeling on you
Actually I didn't have this feeling since in the past
Although you used to be my teacher at some lectures, I don't have any feeling on you

Since I went to a room that I wanted to find someone, and I ask to you, and you looked confuse
I just thought why you looked wonder seeing my fashion style

Then I also shocked that you were also invited at same group with me
Even you are pointed to be a leader of an organization
I didn't know that you also were at the organization last time when you were a student

I listen from someone that you are more religious, and want to be better

More days passed, more months passed

Why sometimes, you used to be routinely passed my way :"""
It wondered me
Please, I don't wanna have a strange feeling on you because I know that you have been married, you have been had a child.

When there were some practice exams, you also passed my way for some times
One day, I had stood in front of exam gate for reading a scenario, then I looked at left you appeared, then I turned my head right. And I just focused on my gate. I didn't know where you were. Apparently, you were at my side. Astaghfirullah astaghfirullah :""" noooo
You just stood in my side because perhaps you wanna check who was in the inside room. And the you entered the room. Uuh Alhamdulilah ya Allah :"" finally :""

You also passed in my view around my practice exams. Whhhyyy astaghfirullah hal 'adzim :"""

I don't wanna have a deep feeling on you please :"""