Today

Assalamu'alaykum wr wb..

A story of today

Astaghfirullah hal 'adzim :""
It happens so fast and so much..
I know that you have been married
I don't wanna keep this feeling on you
Actually I didn't have this feeling since in the past
Although you used to be my teacher at some lectures, I don't have any feeling on you

Since I went to a room that I wanted to find someone, and I ask to you, and you looked confuse
I just thought why you looked wonder seeing my fashion style

Then I also shocked that you were also invited at same group with me
Even you are pointed to be a leader of an organization
I didn't know that you also were at the organization last time when you were a student

I listen from someone that you are more religious, and want to be better

More days passed, more months passed

Why sometimes, you used to be routinely passed my way :"""
It wondered me
Please, I don't wanna have a strange feeling on you because I know that you have been married, you have been had a child.

When there were some practice exams, you also passed my way for some times
One day, I had stood in front of exam gate for reading a scenario, then I looked at left you appeared, then I turned my head right. And I just focused on my gate. I didn't know where you were. Apparently, you were at my side. Astaghfirullah astaghfirullah :""" noooo
You just stood in my side because perhaps you wanna check who was in the inside room. And the you entered the room. Uuh Alhamdulilah ya Allah :"" finally :""

You also passed in my view around my practice exams. Whhhyyy astaghfirullah hal 'adzim :"""

I don't wanna have a deep feeling on you please :"""