Sunday, September 27, 2015

hope

Assalamu'alaykum wr wb...


I hope she and he get the truly jodoh dunia akhirat.. She doesn't know who is "he" (a muslim man who isn't known who he is, where he is, and how he is)....


#jodohmutlakrahasiaAllah
#shejustcanpraythebest

disappointing :"

Assalamu'alaykum wr wb..

She knew form her friend that he ever nentir a girl (just a girl) without wearing jilbab. Astaghfirullah hal 'adzim... she was sad and disappointed. Why he could do that. perhaps, if you see his facebook, the owner looks like religious. Whhhhhyyyy??? Actually she didn't see the fact but she was disappointed. She was also not perfect, but why he did that? :"

She was not perfect, she often khilaf.
He has good side, he always pray jama'ah at mosque. That was a really good habit.



come on please.. just repair herself.. focus focus focus.. pray pray pray....

September 24th 2015

Assalamu'alaykum wr wb...

Today, September 24th 2015 she's going to tell about a subhanallah day. It's so impressive because in a day she met him three times. Masya Allah, Ya Allah, she just hope the best jodoh dunia akhirat for her.

it started from a morning Saturday. Actually she had to arrive at campus on 8 o'clock, but because she didn't really need to arrive on time so she just did what her mom ask to do something. Then she arrived at campus around 9 o'clock. She looked for her friends on Sie. Acara. She met mba Ai and Adli, then just for a moment she met Nandia. Nandia is one of jury for choosing the best talent to perform on Ependim 2015. Because mba Ai and Adli have their necessity, she and Nandia were waiting for the talent and jury from Trigeminus in the 1st floor of "A" building. While waiting, she did her task because there were so many task for next week.
Unexpectedly, he entered the "A" building toward up floor. She saw him, and she was just confuse what she must do. He brought her coas jas. It was the fist she saw him with his coas jas. masya Allah, astaghfirullah hal 'adzim. She just did something strange to Nandia. After she did something strange, he didn't exist. Where was he? (in my heart). Next second later he got out from toilet, then he wore his jas, then went to the up floor. She really wondered why he was there and why he was there when she was there also, astaghfirullah hal 'adzim :'( However she was grateful that she could be there and see him, astaghfirullah.
Finally, the looking for talent was canceled because the notification of looking for talent was a day ago. She decided to go home after adzan dzuhur because mba Rahma Nuril wanted me to be there waiting mba Vifi. Ok, she and mba Rahma Nuril waited mba Vifi. Because Nandia was also picked up by her mom, so Nandia waited her mom with mba Rahma Nuril and her. Unexpectedly, he got off from up floor with his friends. Masya Allah, astaghfirullah. He wore his coas jas. Ya Allah, astaghfirullah, she just could do something strange to mba Rahma Nuril. Then he got out from "A" building. Alhamdulillah, masya Allah, astaghfirullah ha 'adzim. Then she told what have done to mba Rahma Nuril and mba Vifi.
Around 5 o'clock pm she went to mba Rahma Nuril's kos at gayamsari to do some necessity at Genuk. She wanted to copy file from dr. Ridho as her tutor in SGD 16, while mba Nuril wanted to collect all fold table for Tenda Tensi on Car Free Day. They went to mas Aan's kos first. It took some minutes, then they went to Ifa's kos, Sulis's kos, Nafi's kos. The last destination is Ridha's kos. She wanted to copy file but apparently Ridha was still in her friend's kos. Actually, she and mba rahma nuril wanted to take wudhu at Ridha's kos. Finally, adzan maghrib reverberated. We prayed in the nearest mosque. That was in the first intersection. They also take wudhu there. They prayed together with other jama'ah. After they prayed, they have a conversation with Deta, Deta wanted to went home first. then, mba nuril and she talked something. when they were talking, she saw (behind tabir) a gesture of him, wearing blue shirt. she didn't see his face. However, she couldn't ensure whether he was him or not, because she didn't hear any sound (because she was talking with mba nuril also). They continue praying sunnah. Then they went to Aufan's kos. actually, she still had a schedule, to come in her friend's syukuran at Kampung Laut. She was confused because she hasn't finished doing her task. However, actually in her heart, she must come to the invitation because coming to an invitation is an obligation a muslim. Eventually, she came to the invitation. She made appointment to meet her mom to take her to Kampung Laut because her mom said that the way to Kampung Laut is a bit difficult (not as usual as normal way). After she went toward Kampung Laut, she saw the unusual. She and some friends greet a birthday girl. Then they had dinner. Some food that hadn't eaten was brought by some friends to be divided to their friends in their kos. They took some pictures. It was the first experience to be there with friends and at night.

That was a subhanallah day. She could do her obligation and see him. hehehehe :') Astaghfirullah.           

Friday, September 18, 2015

September, 11th 2015

Assalamu'alaykum wr wb...

Now she wanna tell you about that day. Perhaps, this quote is suitable for that condition, all of them will be nice on their day. Today she has some agenda that has been scheduled firstly. However, all people just could plan, just Allah could decide it. Her schedule has been free before on a half four o'clock pm. Apparently, after she has finished all necessity on campus, she picked her mom up in the office. After she met her mom, her mom invited her to visit hr mom's friend in RSU Ketileng. At that time, she thought that visited someone in a hospital near her hose is just for a moment. The room of patient was banokwari if it's not mistaken. Maghrib passed. Her mom and her permitted to go home. they spent about 5 minutes to arrive at home. Before they enter the house, she told that she wanna go to campus to join Unissula Bershalawat. Her mom advised her to not force herself, because her activities have just done, better to have a rest. At that time she was confuse. She has promised Mba Rahma Nuril and Mba Vifi to join Unissula Bershalawat and she has invited her friend to join also. In her heart, actually she wanna know how the Unissula Bershalawat was. After praying Maghrib, she decided to join Unissula Bershalawat lillahi ta'ala. After he prayed Isya, she sent personal chat via Line to Mba Rahma Nuril about her readiness. Mba Rahma Nuril and Mba Vifi has been ready when she was still prepared to go to campus. She was advised by her mom to have a rest if she felt sleepy. Finally she went to campus but dropped her friends in. They went to campus on around 8 o'clock pm. Startled, on the motorcycle road toward Unissula was very very very crowd. It was the first time she drove a car in a very very very crowd way. It looked difficult but alhamdulillah she could pass it well. They met other friends who have arrived previously. All of them sat on a akhwat region beside Rektorat building. They could watch the achievement of Unissula's students on a national and international championship. Those are very good and touching, masya Allah, alhamdulillah. Perhaps around 9 o'clock pm syekh started shalawat-an, all people there also follow his shalawat-an. the condition was touching and warming because of the shalawat-an. That was also the first experience for her. In the middle of shalawat-an Syech said please pray all your hajat now. All people pray their willingness, She also. One of her willingness is She hopes that she will get her best Jodoh according to Allah. An hour has passed, it was continued by tausiyah by an Ustadz. A half hour of tausiyah, she felt a bit sleepy. Mba Vifi looked at her so Mba Vifi invited them to go home. After some moment she looked sleepy, they decided to go home. They went to the parking area by passing in front of "A" building faculty of medicine. Apparently, he and his friend also got out from the building. He wore a red shirt. Masya Allah, astaghfirullah hal 'adzim... It was really shocked her. her friends made her more nervous. However, it's just take a moment. They have a different direction. She felt a bit happy and nervous, all were mixed. And then, she ushered her friends. Alhamdulillah she didn't feel sleepy when she drove a car. 
Subhanallah, that was good moment for seeing him on a Islamic atmosphere. Ya Allah, show who the best for her dunia dan akhirat, aamiin.

Sunday, September 13, 2015

waiting

Assalamu'alaykum wr wb...



Insya Allah I wanna write about a day on September 11th 2015 and a new lecture on my small group discussion. However, I'm sorry I can't tell it now because I have a more responsible to other necessity. 


Thank you :)

Tuesday, September 8, 2015

badmintoooon

Assalamu'alaykum wr wb :)

badminton is one of my favorite sport. I used to play badminton since elementary school until senior high school. When I was in junior and senior high school, I didn't join any badminton club. I just joined my badminton extracuricullar at school. I was involved in badminton club during in elementary school. I followed a badminton club in Purworejo, from 1st until 3rd grade school because then I move to Pekanbaru. During I was in Purworejo, I take badminton class regularly, 2 times a week. My brother and I used to be delivered and picked up by my father, or sometimes by my aunt. At that time, I was still agile to play badminton and an ideal body because the exercise is very much so that it burns a lot of calories in my body. Because of good exercise, I could achieve 3rd grade on every championship. It continued until I was in Pekanbaru. Although I was more fat and I got less exercise because the club in Pekanbaru is not as good as in Purworejo, alhamdulillah I could achieve the same grade on every championship. I just could achieve 2nd grade on a championship, but I forgot on which championship. I lived in Pekanbaru just for 4th until 5th grade school, but the 5th grade hasn't been end (until 1st semester end). Then I moved to Cibinong, Kab. Bogor. I was able to follow a championship, alhamdulillah I got "X" grade, I forgot. When I was in 6th grade, I couldn't join any championship because it was prohibited by head school. When I was in junior and senior high school, I just join badminton extracurricular, I didn't join badminton club anymore. I also followed some external championship, but unfortunately I seldom won the game especially if I against someone who joined badminton club. Actually, it was really unfortunate.

Time always continues, now I am a college student. There's no badminton club in my faculty. Actually, I'm really sad and disappointed. I just can do my favorite sport with my family around my mom's official residence in Mukharom street number 1, Fatmawati, Pedurungan. Alhamdulillah in front of this house, there is a DPW PAN building that is usually used by citizen to do some sport if there is no agenda on PAN. I just do exercise      

Monday, September 7, 2015

Friday, September 4th '15

Assalamu'alaykum wr wb...

on 4th September, unexpectedly she met him on a junction to her friend's kost, while he went to a mosque because at that time Ashar adzan has reverberated. She drove a black car while he rode a motorcycle. He wore a blue shirt and sarung. That's a short and unexpected moment, but it's memorable. Then, she told about the moment to her friend. Actually, she wasn't really sure that he is the man who gave her many life lessons. She wasn't really sure because her friend suspected if she was just thinking a lot of him, so she would see someone with his face. If one of you there perhaps know the truth about this, you can tell her.

on the same day, when a twilight atmosphere came, she waited her friend buying telor penyet (beside Indomaret Genuk) in the car. When her friend wanted to cross the road, her friend saw him wearing orange shirt visibly looked for something, perhaps he wanted to buy food for his dinner also. After he passed her friend, her friend gave some code for her. However, unfortunately she didn't realize because she just saw the new comers college student 2015 bring their white carton bag. She was regret why she didn't see him :'( After her friend entered to the car, her friend told all happened. She just could regret, but it's okay. Perhaps this is a way from Allah SWT to show her and his jodoh. She hopes she will get jodoh dunia akhirat in order that the couple could remind each other to get Jannah and meet Allah, Rasulullah SAW, and all families aamiin aamiin ya Allah ya Rabb :')

Tuesday, September 1, 2015

Changes

Assalamu'alaykum wr wb..

Alhamdulillah, Allah has given a right way to me from "Kutinggalkan dia Karena DIA" book. There are so many stories there that show regret of someone after having special relationship with her or his 'beloved'. Apparently, the relationship is not love. It's just lust. Love is in the married, marry someone who loves Allah as the first priority. I also get some Hadits and Kalamullah that in Islam there's no special relationship between man and woman before married. Approach adultery is forbidden, moreover special relationship. Astaghfirullah hal 'adzim. It's such a slog for us, especially for me. In other side, I think there's no benefit thinking about someone, just focus on your upgrade. I think it's more beneficial for us. Allah will prepare best mate for you. If you still upgrade yourself, your mate also still upgrade him/herself. Just believe in Allah, because Allah Maha Mengetahui :)

Allah Maha Cinta
terkadang hidup memang berat
membuat kita hampir menyerah
tapi aku percaya Kaulah pelindungku, penciptaku, dan hidupku
sabarkan hatiku, kuatkan imanku, berkahi aku dan keluargaku dengan rahmat-Mu
Ya Allah Kaulah cintaku

#TuhanMahaCinta-Nidji