Alhamdulillah :')

Ya Allah ya Rabb, Alhamdulillah, terima kasih ya Allah... hari ini sungguh subhanallah :')

there are so many activities and occurrences I have passed today.  Lectures and Practicums have been passed. Activities which are running smoothly. It won't happen without Your power. Besides that, I see a premature baby in the incubator RSISA which is pushed by two nurses. It is quite heartbreaking. Although the baby haven't been able to speak even he is less healthy, he can motivate me subtly. Thank you so much Ya Allah, You have remind me again with all favors which You have given to me. Other unforgettable moment is when I know that English presentation is procrastinated into tomorrow. Ya Allah, it is really really ease and miracles barrage for me :')

Alhamdulillah ya Allah, ya Allah, ya Allah ({{{}}})

 

 

Indeed aaaalllll things have been planned and written in Lauh Mahfudz. Subhanallah, ya Allah ({}) Alhamdulillah :)))

Ya Allah, Ya Rasulullah ({})

Subhanallah :')

Subhanallah, today and monday are unpredictable days for me...

Allah has planned all things and activities for ummah. 

I hope those are good sign for me..

Alhamdulillah :)

I feel happy to see him happy and smile :) 

I hope he knows, Ya Allah :')

Happy Graduation! :)

Congratulation for your graduation! :) 

I also feel happy with your graduation my senior. I hope you will reach all the best for you and always birul walidain :)

Sometimes I'm confuse why you look like avoiding me. When I had some activities in the outdoor - bandungan, such as calisthenics, games, etc, you used to avoid me. That's never mind. I still have good feeling to you..  

I just hope the best for all people, including y h a...

Ayantut...

Ayantut, sabar ya... ayantut jalannya agak susah karena luka.. tapi kalo ayantut sabar dan ngga ngeluh, ini bisa menghapus dosa-dosa ayah dan menjadi ladang pahala buat ayah.. semangat ayantuuut, semoga cepet sembuh ya aamiin aamiin :')

Alhamdulillah :')

Alhamdulillah.. Thanks ya Allah, nontonot now has changed his bad behavior by a little. We can pray together, although sometimes he prays first at home without me. Never mind, I've been happy to see that. You also start to comply ayantut and buntutut.

Allah has planned all things in the world, including us.

I want we can have a trip with ayantut and buntutut also. Ayantut often doesn't join because ayantut is in Pekanbaru. Usually, once in 2 / 3 weeks, ayantut stays in Semarang for 2 days and we can't have a trip :( but I have been happy, ayantut comes to Semarang :)

I hope we keep getting better aamiin aamiin :')

Astaghfirullah :(

Nontonot, I miss all moments that we can be happy with buntutut and ayantut. You and I are same. The difference is you got affection and protection from buntutut and ayantut earlier.  We have known each other for 19 years. In 19 years, you have ever stayed alone in Semarang without buntutut, ayantut, and I for your study, about 3 years. We don't know what you have done, seen, heared in your environment. We also don't know with anyone you hang out. Since last year we stayed in a same house, although ayantut stays in Pekanbaru, we see a different character of you. We are really sad. Why you can't give your affection to your buntutut and ayantut? Respect to your parents is nothing. I don't understand about you. Even if ayantut and buntutut are fed up, you are more fed up with them. Ayantut and buntutut have done everything to comply your willingness, but what have you done? You make them are sad and crying. Not only ayantut and buntutut who are dissapointed, Allah has asked you to pray but you are difficult to pray even we have invited you continuously.

Nontonot, I just want we can be happy with ayantut and buntutut as usual. I am sad to see you have bad behavior to your parents and Allah :(

I just can pray to Allah in order that you can change your behavior into a good one because we have couldn't remind you.

I believe that Allah has made the best scenario for us ({})

My Story

I hope ..... knows something about .. feeling, but I believe that Allah will choose the best for ummah. I'm sorry if I have hurt you. If I haven't got what I hope, it is the best for me. I don't want to disappoint my family, ayah, ibu, eyang, Mas Iqbal. All of you are important for me. I also want to be more beneficial for people around me :) 

Leave laziness and other things that hamper you to reach your goal!

Keep spiriiiit!!!